Boy What Happened

Boy, What Happened

If you really want to hear about it, I'll tell you my story of meeting a new guy. During the holiday season my family and I went to the holiday party at a country club. There I met a guy named Troy, he didn’t strike me with his looks first but we started to talk. By the end of the party we exchanged numbers and Troy and I knew a great amount of things about each other such as I was taken and he was single, but also a lot more. After the party ended I figured he would just be some guy that I met and we knew each other's numbers, but that wasn’t the case. By us exchanging numbers, that was what killed me because we started to talk a lot and got to know each other better, leading us to be close friends.
It was the nearing the end of winter break and we kept talking to one another and decided to go on outings. I didn’t think anything of us being close would change things because I have always been super close to boys. But as February began, I started to develop a feeling for Troy. But at the same time I was going out with Coty. I knew this wouldn’t be fair to anyone because I would have to break one of their hearts. The heart I broke was Coty's and a couple weeks later Troy asked me out. Of course I said yes.
As you know Troy and I were best friends before we started dating, so there wasn’t any weird awkwardness in the beginning of our relationship because we knew each other and were comfortable. When I was dating Troy to me I was the happiest I have ever been with a guy for a while, it was cute. We spent a lot of time with one another more because we were together but then after a couple months I started to like my ex again and I didn’t know what to do. I was confused. The last thing I wanted to do was screw up another relationship. But me being me, a heartbreaker, I ended it.
One night I decided that I had to speak to Troy at the park, because it was close to our houses.
"Hey, Troy I have to speak to you."
"Oh all right," he said in a sort of unsure voice.
"Uhmm, I don’t think we should … go out anymore"
"Why… huh? Do you like another guy? "
That was the first time I was afraid of a guy when breaking up. The sad part was not only did I break Troy's heart but also our friendship. You would think I would be single for a while because of all this commotion, though that wasn’t the case fore me. Coty and I started to go back out.
Even though I wasn’t with Troy I just wanted to speak to him and get things to how we used to be, best friends where we tell each other everything. Because of what I did and how I dated Coty about a week after Troy and I broke up, I knew Troy didn’t want to speak to me ever again. I knew that we wouldn’t talk for a while, but I didn’t expect it to be any longer than two months. But what do I know; it was till the middle of summer. I didn’t expect any of this.
As the months passed by it was now Summer, I realized that I wanted to speak to Troy badly and figure out what the deelio was. I figured out what to do. I sent Troy a text message asking him how life was, hoping that he would reply.
He replied, "Why did you have to break up with me and then go back out with Coty? It was unexpected." Although I really didn’t know why I ended it, but I told him I was lost and didn’t know what to do. It took a while for him to trust me and also for him and I to be tight friends. But now I know never go out with a best guy friend, it doesn’t do anything good in the long run. But, hey lucky me we're best friends again!